If you follow J. Sterling’s website/blog then you will know that she has been working on The Game Changer and she has posted some teasers and as she posts I will add them here…
I’m pretty sure this scene won’t change, but please keep in mind that it IS unedited and my editor is a total bad ass, so you never know.
I’ve got a pretty good start on the book and my only complaint is that I can’t write as quickly as I think. I feel like a freaking slug sometimes. I know you all want to know WHEN WHEN WHEN is TGC coming out, but I can’t tell you until I’ve finished writing it. Just please know that i’m planning for a Spring(ish) release. That’s not too far away. So hang tight kittens. 🙂
Teaser 1 (Jacks POV)
And just like that she was gone. But not before saying the two fucking words that plague my nightmares. This girl is always asking me to “prove it.” I deserve it after everything I’ve put her through. She doesn’t trust me anymore.I wouldn’t trust me either.
It’s ironic though right? That I’m the one left standing all alone in a parking lot this time. I swear if my heart could leap out of my chest and into my hands, it would. I imagined that for a moment…the blood trickling through my fingertips, splashing onto the concrete below as I watched it slowly pound out its last beats before stopping altogether.
My life does not make sense without this girl. And now she’s gone.Again.How is it that I’m always losing her?
I closed my eyes, drinking in his vow. Part of me cringed, acknowledging the vulnerability that coursed within me. I needed to be stronger than this. But as much as I wanted to believe that Jack’s mistake with Chrystle was a one time major screw up, I’d be lying to myself if I said I wasn’t fearful.I was.And I wasn’t sure how not to be.“Do you believe me?” he asked, his expression filled with worry.I fought back the tears that formed in my eyes, “I want to.” I longed to bottle my anxiety up and put it on a shelf where it only came out for special occasions, but I didn’t know how. Right now it lived on the outside of my skin, like an extra layer of warmth I couldn’t shed no matter how hot I became. My emotions had taken full control over every other part of me. I’d become victim to my own insecurities.“I’ll show you,” his forehead pressed against mine as he continued. “I’ll never lose you again.”“What if I want to be lost ?” I teased with a serious tone and watched as he pulled his head from mine.“I won’t let you.”“You won’t let me?” I mocked, secretly loving the way he wanted me.Jesus Cassie, you’re a fucking nutcase right now. Pick an emotion. Pretend like you’re in charge here.“No. I won’t let you. End of discussion,” his mouth remained stoic.“That wasn’t really what one would consider a discussion.”“Because there’s nothing to discuss. I’m not leaving you ever again. And you’re not leaving me. No matter how pissed off I make you, or how frustrated. I fucking love you and I’m not going anywhere.”I attempted to fight back the smile that formed. “And I love you. But really, if you ever cheat on me again I’ll cut your nuts off and hang them from the Empire State Building.”